The Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Marge Simon @Darc_Nina #LoH #fiction

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The Book Club
by Marge Simon

The ice has melted on the walk, green blossoms emerge on stark branches; winter’s turn is done. It is the second Wednesday of the month, the Book Club meeting is at hand. At the door, a gray cat waits, tail curled around his paws.
By twos and threes they arrive. They all so love these gatherings. A stack of books awaits discussion. On a shelf, the shiny silver coffee pot, with cups and cream. They help themselves.
The worn carpet is stained from Solstice rituals. Blood on blue turns garnet over time, but no one seems to mind. It enhances the nostalgia.
The tabby weaves in and out between trouser legs and skirts, rests on laps for strokes by bone-thin hands. Today it is Mary Shelley’s best seller. They love to debate the technicalities. Tim Watkins insists she couldn’t have written it without a man’s help. Several ladies laugh him down. Next month, we must invite the author, wouldn’t that be fun?”, says Tilly Oster. She sits, pleased that all agree.
When the old Grandfather Clock strikes five, they celebrate the newly dead — Old Hiram with dimpled cheeks laid to rest with his black-haired bride, and sweet Jezebel, who’d fed the ravens during winter. Given time, they might attend.
The moon begins its tour across the early evening skies, it’s time to leave. Beyond the porch, the members fade into the night. The room is darkly barren, save for the silken tabby, purring softly on a parlor chair.
Fiction © Copyright Marge Simon
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The Demeter Diaries
by Marge Simon and‎ Bryan D. Dietrich

‘The Demeter Diaries’ is a record of love and longing and the inevitable horror that arises between the minds of Mina Harker and Vlad Dracula as they court one another in waking dreams. The dialogue, written in both poetry and prose, imagines a psychic connection that develops between the two even before Dracula arrives in England. As Dracula makes his way from Transylvania to Whitby on the doomed ship Demeter, the two would-be lovers transmit their thoughts across the waves and lands that separate them, alternately wooing and terrifying one another with the idea of love eternal and all the dark delicacies necessary to ensure it. Front cover art by Wendy Saber Core, interior illustrations by Luke Spooner.

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The Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Naching T. Kassa @NachingKassa @darc_nina #LoH #fiction

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Call the Rider
by Naching T. Kassa

They called me witch.
As I stare down the highway into the azure eye of eternity, my mind on my past, present, and future, I remember that word and their mistake. I remember how they brought Death into their village and their midst.
Once, I was a Woman of the Wood and a Bride of Death. My bridegroom honored me and I him. If the town had left me to my own devices, nothing would’ve happened.
But they could not leave me be. The world was not ready for me. 
They were not ready for the comfort I gave girls who birthed their babies, not ready for the remedies I gave the sick. They caught me, brought me before those who could not judge me, and dressed me in red to match the flames. When they led me out into the square, tied me to the stake, and lit the pyre, I told them Death would come.
He sent the Riders for me.
The dragon and his rider arrived first, shrouded in invisibility to all but me. They flew on silent wings over the street, filling the air with contagion. People collapsed, cut down like wheat in their wake. 
My father cut my bonds and lead me from the fire. I grasped hold of his hand and that of my sister’s. I pulled them down the thoroughfare as the shadow passed over. It blotted out the sky but remained unseen to my family.
I glanced up into the dragon’s eye, which shone like a black sun. The absence of light pulled at my very soul. I ran.
Too late.
My father fell first, leaning against the door of the house, choking and clawing at the air. My sister, Sarah, dropped to the cobblestone.
I ran on. The shadow flew behind me, and when I glanced back, I realized the dragon had turned down the corner. I halted to catch my breath.
An hour passed before I returned to where my sister and father. He stared at the sky as I passed, his gaze on the eye of eternity.
Sarah coughed She stared at me with red-rimmed eyes.
Laughter sounded from a nearby alley and I glimpsed a tall man, clad in shining armor. The scent of blood and smoke surrounded him. A slim man wearing a tattered robe walked at his side. His skin, parchment-thin, stretched over his bones. Neither saw me as they vanished into the night.
My sister tugged at my skirt and I knelt beside her.
“Why?” she whispered.
They burned and drowned the innocent,” I replied. “They murdered the rat-catchers and the women who birthed the babes. The Riders knocked on the door for years. They finally allowed them in.”
Shadows crept along the cobbled stone as night robbed sunlight from an unforgiving sky. Those left alive whimpered and moaned. Each cry pierced my heart.
Footsteps echoed.
A figure stood silhouetted at the end of the avenue. His sickly stench of decay wafted over me and the air grew frigid as he drew near.
I hadn’t asked for the others. I had only asked for him. I didn’t want War, Plague, or Famine. The sick fell silent as the Rider passed and his bones rattled. He turned a face devoid of all emotion upon me and like a juggernaut, strode forward. The dead littered the street behind him.
I covered Sarah’s body with my own. This had never been part of the bargain. He should’ve taken the wicked, not the innocent. 
“Not my sister!” I cried. “Take me instead.”
My bridegroom paused when he reached me, and his hollow, inhuman voice grated upon my ear.
“I cannot, my love.”
“Why? There’s nothing special about me.”
“Dearest…You are the host.”
He reached down. I tried to block his skeletal hand but failed.
Sarah’s breath became a ragged gasp, a rattle in her throat. Seconds passed, and she was gone.
He vanished with her.
I stood alone as the sun rose, staring into the eye of eternity.
There are many things worse than death.
Bringing him to those you love is one of them.
Fiction © Copyright Naching T. Kassa
Image courtesy of Pixabay.com
 

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Arterial Bloom

Lush. Brutal.

Beautiful. Visceral.

Crystal Lake Publishing proudly presents Arterial Bloom, an artful juxtaposition of the magnificence and macabre that exist within mankind. Each tale in this collection is resplendent with beauty, teeth, and heart.

Edited by the Bram Stoker Award-winning writer Mercedes M. Yardley, Arterial Bloom is a literary experience featuring sixteen stories from some of the most compelling dark authors writing today.

With a foreword by HWA Lifetime Achievement Award Recipient Linda D. Addison, you are invited to step inside and let the grim flowers wind themselves comfortably around your bones.

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author A.F. Stewart @scribe77 @darc_nina #LoH #fiction

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001_MAR_LOHThe Grand Royale
by A.F. Stewart

In its day, the Royale Theater bustled in cinematic decadence and vivid Art Deco style. Gold, black, and crimson glittered in invitation, beckoning to a new world of plush velvet and flickering images. Once, all the great classics lit up the screen, dazzling living silhouettes breathing in the dark; the stage for stars like Valentino, Garbo, and Fairbanks. For the theatre’s patrons, it was an escape, a chance to throw away the drudgery and live a dream.
But dreams sometimes die. Sometimes they burn in fury and flames, in screams and agony, leaving frenzied, whispering echoes behind.
And every now and then, those ruined dreams linger.
Scorched and hollow, the Royale still stands, its glamour covered in grime and ages-old soot. Footsteps quicken as they pass, foreboding and the reverberation of wails swirling in their wake. Charred faces, long dead, press against shattered windows, and the choking fumes of smoke drift in the wind. Pass the Royale if you must, but never go in.
Those that enter now, never come out…
Fiction © Copyright A.F. Stewart
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Visions and Nightmares

Tragedy spares no one… and takes no prisoners.
In the twilight shadows, secrets are revealed past the whispers of madness.

Wander into the realm of the old gods with Elenora, where humanity and marriage are a prison.
Step through a looking glass of dark horrors with an Alice you never knew.
Join with Zenna to seek the truth as her death by magic grows closer.
Journey with Olivia as she crosses paths with a monster of the forest and runs for her life.
Watch Isobel summon the faerie to solve her problem of an unwanted husband.
Shiver as Doctor Killbride experiments with corpses to create life from death.
All that and more await within the pages.

Ten stories. Ten women.
Who will survive? Who will fall? And who will succumb to their inner evil?
Find out in Visions and Nightmares.

Warning: This book contains disturbing scenes that may be upsetting to some readers.

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Ela Lourenco @ElaLourenco @darc_nina #LoH #fiction

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004_MAR_LOHThe Descent
by Ela Lourenco

It all started the first time my sister locked me in the basement. I was only five and terrified of the darkness and shadows. I remember snuggling up in a dusty corner, rocking myself in consolation, eyes glued shut as though to will my fear away. She left me there for hours the first time and I knew better than to tell my mother.
I don’t remember when I first noticed the small trap door, but the hope I felt that this was surely a way out into the world is etched in my mind as though it were yesterday. I pulled it open with my little hands and climbed down the ladder, hoping to find a way out of the house. The further I got down the wider the tunnel got, until I reached a platform where a myriad of ladders zigged and zagged in all different directions. I tried one, then another, yet they all seemed to go further into the bowels of the Earth.
Oddly unafraid, I continued my descent. It seemed less dark and warmer the further I went, and this spurred me on. At last, I arrived at the bottom. A beautiful lady with flowing black hair smiled at me in welcome and bade me to follow her. She led me into a chamber of dark red lights, creatures I had never seen before bustling around.
“I have been waiting for you daughter of Lilith,” the lady said softly, “there is much I must teach you.”
I took her hand and followed where she led. I was no longer afraid…
Fiction © Copyright Ela Lourenco
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Awakening

The Royal tournament, the Karnac, is fully underway. But there is deception and betrayal at every turn. Unseen dark forces are at play, both within the school grounds and out with. Even the Gods are unable to help when a new threat looms over them all.The very existence of Azmantium depends on Lara fully becoming the Child of Fire and casting aside the Shadows lurking in every corner of her beloved planet.Can she overcome the challenges that await? Will the Shadows cover the world in darkness? Only Lara and her friends can change the fate of Azmantium.

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Michelle Joy Gallagher @Aphelia @darc_nina #LoH #fiction

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The Mistake
by Michelle Joy Gallagher

How long had she been sitting there with infinity in her hands? How long had the warm glow from the lamp spilled upon the ancient pages? Lacie was tied there with the books like Sisyphus to his stone. She was resentful of her burden but found hidden joys in it. She caressed the words that lined the top of the first page of the new volume lovingly. She mouthed them slowly, afraid to make much sound, knowing that last time she paid dearly.  
“What on earth wore misery better than a human being?”  
The side of her mouth curled into a sad smile.  
She thought about how sad they’d been, how much they’d suffered in the epochs that unraveled after what her jailers had simply labeled “The Mistake.”  
Here outside of time, she was paying penance for the small part she had in it, which was almost nothing at all.  
She’d borne witness sure, but so had others. And The Tamer was the one truly at fault. Had he only been a second sooner, gravity might not had won.  
Lacie thought gravity always won. The odds were stacked.  
She’d poured over thousands of volumes, absorbing all she read and experiencing it as she did. 
Every life ever lived. Every death. Every single event set into motion from the moment they’d seen the coalesce turn into collapse and then explosion.  
How many untold volumes did she have left? She was unsure, but they would uphold the sentence and would not allow her to expire before it was seen through.  
The Overseers did not know a lot about the emotions of living beings, how taxing they could be. How horrifying.  
Joy.” She thought. “They don’t know about joy.”  
And they didn’t. Or how it was sweet and warm.  
She turned the page.  
“Its worth it for joy.” 
Fiction © Copyright Michelle Joy Gallagher
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blkhwkBlackhawk: Volume 2

Welcome to Blackhawk, Colorado. Blackhawk has always been strange. Natural disasters. Disappearances. Murders. High strangeness is a part of daily life. We can’t hope to explain it, but we can chronicle its past. Learn from it. Fear it. Blackhawk is an experimental fiction series set in a shared universe, written by a variety of talented authors. It is the brainchild of David M Brown (Plague Doctor, Modern Animals) and Carl D Smith (Moleb the Giant, Darkness Out of Carthage). Each story will contribute to an organic, evolving mythology as diverse as the voices behind its tales. For fans of True Detective, Lost Highway, Twilight Zone, and The Terror. This is Volume Two of the series and contains five stories by five different authors, each in tune with the specific strangeness Blackhawk has to offer. NOTE: For fans of Lake Lord Publishing’s prior horror titles, be warned that Blackhawk will contain content that is perhaps more disturbing and mature.

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Rie Sheridan Rose @RieSheridanRose @darc_nina #LoH #fiction

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002_MAR_LOHNever Drive at Night
by Rie Sheridan Rose

When I was a kid, my dad would never drive after the sun went down. If he even got close, my mom would lean over and whisper, “Time to find a hotel, Benny.”
I always thought it was because he could fall asleep anywhere at any time, and she didn’t want him to take the whole family with him if he did.
I didn’t mind, because I got to eat a lot of room service and swim in a lot of hotel pools.
It wasn’t until I was a grown man heading for college that I really started to wonder about their sanity. I’d been accepted to USC in a prestigious program, and I was eager to get there and start a new life.
The convertible was my graduation present, and I wanted to let that baby fly.
Just before I started down the road, my mother pulled me aside. “Tommy, you’ve been a good boy all your life—listened to your parents, and done the right thing. Listen to me one last time…before you go off to be your own man. Promise me that you won’t drive at night. It’s too easy to run into disaster. Besides, the road always looks better in the daylight. You can see the sights…”
“I promise, Ma.” I kissed her cheek and climbed in the car. I think that even then I knew I wouldn’t pay attention to the advice, but it wasn’t even noon, so I didn’t think about it much.
The miles flew by as I let the engine purr. It was my first big adventure away from home, and I took advantage of it—pulling off to any little attraction that caught my eye. Eating more junk food than I had a right to…
I got a little hypnotized by the unspooling roadway, and before I really noticed, there was a breath-taking sunset before me. And I was in the middle of nowhere with nothing to either side. It was impossible to stop driving for the night—unless I wanted to sleep in the car, and the backseat held most of my worldly possessions. So, I kept driving.
The stars winked on, one at a time, until the sky above me was spangled with them. I’d never seen the night sky look so beautiful. It really did take my breath away.
I passed a road-sign saying the next town was a hundred miles away. I could make that. Then I would check into a hotel and get some dinner.
The last of the sunset was fading beneath the stars when I saw it. An eye, staring down at me from that vast expanse of stars. God? A demon? Hell, I don’t know…but I have recorded this on my phone for whoever might find the car. I have a feeling, I’m not going to be in it.
I see a hand reaching out of the shadows. Listen to my mother—never drive at night.
Fiction © Copyright Rie Sheridan Rose
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Overheard in Hell:
Dark Poetry

Poems exploring hell and damnation. Tales of sorrow, vengeance, betrayal, and redemption. Ghosts, ghouls, and demons stalk these pages. Don’t read in a lonely house…in a darkened room by a single candle…

…unless you like the touch of an icy finger up your spine.

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Melissa R. Mendelson @melissmendelson @Darc_Nina #LoH #fiction

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The Rise and Fall of Stars
by Melissa R. Mendelson

Little Timmy was a fifty-four year old man, and he wasn’t little.  He was rather large and loud and highly obnoxious.  I’m not sure where the Little came from, but most people had little patience for him.  Maybe, that’s where the nickname came from, and nobody was surprised the night that he disappeared.  We were actually glad that he was gone, but his house had burnt down.  And a strange thing remained behind in all that debris.  It was a metal box, and inside was a roll of 8mm film.
I was the collector of oddities and the only one in town with an 8mm film projector.  I was tasked to review the footage, see if there was any kind of foul play.  I highly doubted it.  Little Timmy was gone.  He packed up his bags and burned his house down.  I still watched the film, but I made popcorn first.  I just hoped that it wasn’t some kind of creepy footage.  I had enough issues.
As the projector rolled the film, the screen was mostly white, blank.  Maybe, whatever was on the film wasn’t there anymore, but then a shadow appeared.  It slowly came into focus.  It was a man.  It was Little Timmy, and he looked right at me.  He screamed, and I jumped.  He banged his fists against the screen, and the projector rattled.
Little Timmy turned around.  The color of his face drained, turning paler even in a black and white film.  He glanced my way, and I noticed something off to the corner.  It waved around like a flame, and suddenly, Little Timmy burst into fire.  He screamed and rolled right through the screen, landing onto the floor and touched my leg.  But I did not burn too.  I was inside the film, staring out at Little Timmy’s body.  I watched my house burn down, and somewhere in that debris, a roll of 8mm film would be found.
Fiction © Copyright Melissa R. Mendelson
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I got a one-way ticket out of hell. All I need to do is drive across country with a body in the trunk and run miscellaneous errands, but a lot of those errands come with a heavy price. And if I lose the body in the trunk, then I have to go back, and I’ll be damned if I return down there. I will fight to stay here, even if there is no rest for those wicked.

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Asena Lourenco @ElaLourenco @darc_nina #LoH #fiction

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004_FEB_LOHMommy, I Can’t See
by Asena Lourenco

I couldn’t be sure of the soft object in my hand. Touch had never been my strongest sense. The chill of the icy breeze rattled up my fingertips and spread throughout my limbs. My thin jacket struggled in the battle to keep the wind out. I shivered. My long hair floated away from my face, mocking me in what would be a clear picture. I could feel the warm liquid dripping down my cheeks in rivulets down my delicate skin. Slowly, the mild tingling became a painful burn before the liquid solidified. I let myself believe, just for a moment, that if I removed the bandage from my eyes, then I would be able to see the brown dirt by my feet and the trees that towered over my minuscule figure. I never thought that ever again.
Fiction © Copyright Asena Lourenco
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Asena Lourenco is 13 years old. She loves reading, playing Scottish traditional fiddle music on her violin, dancing, and martial arts as well as writing her own stories.

She would like to be a teacher and writer when she grows up. She also loves cats and babies!

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Sheri White @sheriw1965 @darc_nina #LoH #fiction

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004_FEB_LOHTo Protect a Child
by Sheri White

The little girl stumbled through the woods, a bloody bandage covering her eyes. She held her arms out in front of her, her hands smacking trees and pushing aside thorny bushes.
“Help! Help me! Please!” The little girl screamed, terror plain in her voice. “They’re going to get me!”
In the distance behind her, yells and whoops grew louder.
“You won’t get far, Lissa!” taunted a teenage boy. “Not with those bloody eyes!”
Loud laughter followed.
“Leave me alone!” Lissa stumbled and fell into a pile of dead leaves.
The group of boys, ranging in ages from 10 to 16, surrounded her. All of them carried a weapon, either a knife or baseball bat.
Lissa screamed again, pleading for her life.
“Hey! You boys!” A man ran towards the group. “Leave that little girl alone!”
A few other adults ran with him.
The little girl stood up, her bloody bandage now in her hand. She watched her rescuers approach the group.
“GO NOW!” she screamed.
The boys took off towards the adults, catching them off-guard. Startled, they tried to run away, but the boys easily caught them. With their knives and bats, the teens beat and stabbed them until torrents of blood soaked into the dirt and leaves.
Lissa and the boys started to walk back to their camp.
“Bobby?” Lissa asked.
The tallest boy looked down at her. “What is it, sis?”
“Why do so many fall for that? Make it so easy for us?”
Bobby shrugged. “I guess some of them used to be parents and just act on instinct to protect a child in danger. Some will give up and go into hiding. The ones who are unfortunate enough to still have empathy—they’ll always be easy prey.”
Lissa held her brother’s hand and they disappeared into the dark woods.
Fiction © Copyright Sheri White
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sw`Don’t Turn Out the Lights: A Tribute to Alvin Schwartz’s Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark

Featuring stories from R.L. Stine and Madeleine Roux, this middle grade horror anthology, curated by New York Times bestselling author and master of macabre Jonathan Maberry, is a chilling tribute to Alvin Schwartz’s Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark.

Flesh-hungry ogres? Brains full of spiders? Haunted houses you can’t escape? This collection of 35 terrifying stories from the Horror Writers Association has it all, including ghastly illustrations from Iris Compiet that will absolutely chill readers to the bone.

So turn off your lamps, click on your flashlights, and prepare—if you dare—to be utterly spooked!

The complete list of writers: Linda D. Addison, Courtney Alameda, Jonathan Auxier, Gary A. Braunbeck, Z Brewer, Aric Cushing, John Dixon, Tananarive Due, Jamie Ford, Kami Garcia, Christopher Golden, Tonya Hurley, Catherine Jordan, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Alethea Kontis, N.R. Lambert, Laurent Linn, Amy Lukavics, Barry Lyga, D.J. MacHale, Josh Malerman, James A. Moore, Michael Northrop, Micol Ostow, Joanna Parypinksi, Brendan Reichs, Madeleine Roux, R.L. Stine, Margaret Stohl, Gaby Triana, Luis Alberto Urrea, Rosario Urrea, Kim Ventrella, Sheri White, T.J. Wooldridge, Brenna Yovanoff

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Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Kendra Hale @DevourAllWords @Darc_Nina #LoH #fiction

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Agony
by Kendra Hale

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Therapy Session #24
If you are one of those people who can disengage and move forward from a situation, be grateful. I have been considered empathic my whole life and it is like sinking slowly in mud, again and again and again. It is like a glue meant to never wash off or remove. You are constantly miring through this muck that has never once belonged to you. 
People claim it as a weakness, some as a strength. I claim it as a hell. Every person I have ever had a relationship with, even in passing conversation has left their mark on me. There isn’t a night I don’t look back on one or more of those who have left their stamp on what I can only consider my soul. 
The worst part is that this also goes for people who have left my life for one reason or another. I used to love watching those ghost dramas and listening as people talked about being haunted until I realized that I was living that on a daily scale. It isn’t something I can turn off or move away from. 
The emotional spectrum stays with me…even though the feelings aren’t mine. They have never been mine. The happy ones never last… 
If I have felt hatred, those emotions wash over me like a sticky black tar. 
Sadness feels like I am drowning. 
Rage, all consuming…that one leads to a blindness of my mind. 
If it is fed by my own rage I can not remember what happens. 
Not until I wake …and there is usually blood on my hands. 
But there is also this relief… I don’t remember what has happened and the emotion is gone, it is like it cycles out of me and another memory has bitten the dust. A blank slate that is now my own to write rather than other souls who happen into my web. 
I will continue on this path…until my life is my own. Once and for all.
Fiction © Copyright Kendra Hale
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Just Emotions:
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A collection of poetry.

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