The Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Suzanne Madron @suzannemadron @Sotet_Angyal #LoH #fiction

The Ladies of Horror
Picture-Prompt Writing Challenge!

Stay Beautiful
by Suzanne Madron

There’s a ringing mantra always in the back of her mind, pounding the insides of her skull. Some days she wonders if it has finally grown loud enough for others to hear it. Can they hear that damnable clock ticking down the seconds until her youth expires? Can they tell that she would already be considered ‘advanced maternal age’? Can they tell she can’t have children?
Do they know she’s over thirty? Can they tell?
She pretends she doesn’t care, but every morning the fine lines become less afterthoughts of a light-handed artist’s brush and a little more etched in the glass of her forced smile. Every morning the silver flecks in her hair become more pronounced in the harsh light of the bathroom. Every morning she curses her reflection, every night she scrubs the smile from her face hard enough to leave her cheeks an angry pink.
When she sleeps she dreams of being a man. Her voice is too low to be considered ‘feminine’, her shoulders too broad for dresses and blouses. She tries to wear them and only the sound of tearing fabric accompanies her laughter. Her feet are crushed into her heeled dream shoes so that every step is an agony until she sends them flying in two swift kicks.
She puts on the three-piece suit in her dreams and the gathered faces smile approval as they tell her to ‘man-up’. She wakes up crying and starts the process all over again, covering the soul-sucking sadness with pancake makeup and a smile that deepens the lines in her face.
Fiction © Copyright Suzanne Madron
Image courtesy of Pixabay.com 

line_separator2

More from Suzanne Madron:

For Sale or Rent

The house across the street seems to go on the market every few months, but this time nothing about the sale is normal, including the new owners. No sooner has the for sale sign come down and the neighborhood is thrown into a Lovecraftian nightmare and the only way to find out is to attend the house warming party.

 

Available on Amazon!

line_separator2

Advertisements

About Nina D'Arcangela

Nina D’Arcangela is a quirky horror writer who likes to spin soul rending snippets of despair. She reads anything from splatter matter to dark matter. She's an UrbEx adventurer who suffers from unquenchable wanderlust. She loves to photograph abandoned places, bits of decay and old graveyards. Nina is co-owner of Sirens Call Publications, co-founder of the horror writer's group 'Pen of the Damned', and if that isn't enough, put a check mark in the box next to owner and resident nut-job of Dark Angel Photography.
This entry was posted in Authors, Dark Fiction, flash fiction, FREE, Horror, Ladies of Horror, Writing Project and tagged , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

1 Response to The Ladies of Horror Flash Project – #Horror #author Suzanne Madron @suzannemadron @Sotet_Angyal #LoH #fiction

  1. afstewart says:

    Darkly profound.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.